Most are clueless about how they will die.

Not me. I know exactly where the sickle

will enter. Unlike you, sir,

I do not need to perform

grief like a child’s well-rehearsed lie.

Finally, I can live

like the world belongs to me

and I, to it. I am a miracle, yes,

and also full of shit. My thighs,

more majestic than Singapore’s

Supertrees, wobble when I forget

to take my pills. Life is one long

journey into tenderness, into rekindling.

Learnt recently butterflies drink crocodile

tears. O, may I be as beautiful

   as the metaphor.

Pamilerin Jacob is a Nigerian poet whose poems have appeared or forthcoming in Barren Magazine, Elsieisy, Neologism, Ghost City Press, IceFloe Press, Lit Quarterly & elsewhere. He was the second runner-up for Sevhage Poetry Prize 2019. Author of the chapbook, Gospels of Depression; reach him on Twitter @pamilerinjacob